The Dinner

Scar lashed out his tail biting down the steak in a aggressive manner. He chewed on it like it was nothing, just something to bite on.. Which it was, It was mary’s full cooked delicious steak she made for us. Unlike me… i really didn’t care.. I sat there speechless just watching everyone enjoy their dinner… it was literally nothing for me. I grabbed my fork and jabbed it in my beans with a sigh. “Well these beans sure look delicious.” Spot’s green eyes gazed at me when i said this making me narrow my eyes quickly back down when our gazes met. “Yeah… it does.” The xyraphsis or in case the demon snatched a green bean off my plate shoving it all the way in his mouth. “Thanks Spot…. For eating my green bean.” I mewed now putting my fork down and trying to act like that never happened. “Green beans are good.” Spot mewed making me shudder. I looked up at the ceiling wondering if i was human or not or if i was real. “Its past my bedtime.” Spot hissed at me not liking the words that was spilling out of my mouth. “No.. finish your dinner.” I looked down at my unfinished plate and whispered okay. Scar looked sleep, he was sleep… he seemed sleep a restful comforted cat sleeping on a pillow… He felt well rested and sleep. “Scar finish my plate for me.” I randomly said like i just didn’t care.. There was nothing to care about anymore.. Only the dinner. “You think a drunk mans gonna finish your plate?” Then Spot grabbed another grean bean off my plate chugging it down. “Your a idiot.” He chuckled. “Your drunk i assume… you won’t let me go to bed for your own pleasure.” I decided to talk back. Spot then laughed some more and continued to take my green beans.. Till they were all gone. “Okay?..” I then got up off my chair and left the kitchen trying to head straight towards my room.. That was my goal. Thomas, my big brother was inches away from me. “Sorry about the big mess.” He mewed to me hoping he was accepted with a apology. “Apology not accepted.. I’m going to bed.” I wasn’t praying for lucifer tonight… i thought to myself now closing the door behind me. I fell to sleep.. Waiting to begin that next day of more torture, agony, and self-respect.