You Had Every Right

You had every right to be concerned,
She and I connect cosmically,
Soulmates, even,
Sharing past lives,
Eternally bound,
Occupying the same energy field,
Our thoughts never far from the other,

You had every reason to be perplexed,
I found you temptingly enchanting,
Drawing my lust and a fever,
My thoughts dreamt of our fusion,
Lingering on what if futures,
Twin universes and storybook dreams,
That painfully fed your hope,

You had every occasion to feel the lust,
Our eyes often met in passion,
Romance filling the air between us,
Whose touch would spark the rush of blood,
Culminating in skin to skin, lips to lips,
Rhythmic need that would drive the desire,
To fill you with my seed,

You had every need to cling,
Having only experienced being used,
Surviving in the poorest of circumstances,
Sold out from those who claimed to love,
At the earliest of ages,
Only seen as a useful commodity,
One to be slaved, fucked and branded,

You had every aspiration to survive,
Putting white hats on every new prince,
Charming and being charmed by better deals,
Flitting to and fro from fires to frying pans,
Making normalcy not your gig,
Adept at being used and a user,
Clawing your way out of the mire,

You had every motive to try,
Noting the magic that seemed between us,
Insisting that there was none like me,
Pledging your undying need and attraction,
Convincing me I was only grieving,
Planning out our future,
Waiting for me without a timeline,

You had every right, but...
Why were you waiting,
When all the signs pointed,
My heart being fickle,
The evidence piled up,
That though I wanted you,
I'd never come to you?