Despondent Thoughts

Despondent thoughts

I try to keep myself in a cheery mood. Regardless of what’s going on around me. Today I’m lacking the stamina to cope or to smile. You guys don’t know me so I won’t go into explanation of it all. Let’s Just say I’m sick, I need my meds, I don’t work and the script cost too much. I usually don’t have an issue pay but today is different. See I entered a coverage gap with my part D insurance and a pill I really do need went from $35.00 a month went to 119.also another script went from $4.00 to $24.00. that’s just for today’s scripts. I’m seeing that when I finally do need to fill all of them I’ll be eating a bill for like $200.00. FML!!!! So I’m angry contemplating madness. But knowing that I’m setting an example, means that my Ideals of tyranny are a no go.