My thoughts going through my transition from female to male. |
She was going going gone As he walked through the door late She was lost forever He had been found She was a figment of their imagination He is the only thing that mattered at that moment She would become a skeleton in a closet, a distant memory that faded as time went on He would become the present and the future She tried to make an appearance He stopped her from coming out Her voice now echoing in a hollow coffin His voice becomes deeper as the days grow, as the seasons changed, as the months became years His facial hair finally begins to grow He becomes excited about not just one thing but everything One shot can bring happiness, it seizes the pain causing him to push her out of his mind He missed out on the beginning of life His first crawl, his first smile The first sight they ever saw was her They had been she and she became he They were born together, only she was accepted at birth He was just a mere thought at that time, but one day he emerged as a teenager walking a tight rope Therapy couldn't fix him He was left Feeling ashamed She was left trying to fit in but couldn’t They were one part depression and two parts broken The same body but two different minds She left him pieces to pick up like a treasure map giving him clues as life went on Until one day he found the treasure, the solution to life Finally becoming want he longed for Him |