Only myself to blame

         Sitting on the edge of the unknown was all to common for her. She did not spend her time looking ahead or behind for cues, the girl knew what had to be done. Decades spent wasting away, living for others, not following the natural talent that resided inside of her. She had a realization, the unharmonization that existed in her world was created by her. The trust she had so wrongly handed out to others might as well been a bomb in the success that could have been hers.
         She could no longer give blame to them, the fault was hers. She saw clearly now the paths opening before her, the paths that would lead to the success she had imagined on multiple occasions. This clarifying moment informed her that the past was not the future, the faith she once had in other people could be restored, trusting another was possible.
         This would be the a difficult task, overcoming the one obstacle that could lead to the resolution of all issues she faced. Being a spectator in life would no longer be her reality, the past would no longer haunt her every step.