Not Allowed By D.R. Cook Not allowed to be happy, or I am manic. Not allowed to be sad, or I am depressed. Not allowed to love, or I am a fool. Not allowed to hate, or I am a monster. Not allowed to be me, or I am crazy Not allowed to conform, with out money. Not allowed to dream, or I am just a slacker. Not allowed to be in realistic, or I am to pessimistic. Not allowed to try, or I will look foolish. Not allowed to give up, or I prove I am foolish. Not allowed to be alone, or I am selfish. Not allowed to need someone, or I am to needy. Not allowed to have faith, or I am a follower. Not allowed to disbelieve, or I am a sinner. Not allowed to fight, or I am a bully. Not allowed to refrain, or I am a coward. Not allowed to be emotional, or I am sissy.. Not allowed to be a man, or I am sexist. Not allowed to smoke weed, or I am a stoner. Not allowed to stop taking prescription drugs, or I am idiot. Not allowed to live, Not allowed to die. I am just fool in the river of time. Firmly planted in the small river bed while the very essences of space and time flows around me. I am the cliched stranger in a sea of cliched strangers, hiding in the shadows always alone. |