This is the way I live

Feels like i'm sinking to the bottom
drowning in these problems
where's the light?
One last round knock out the negative
get back let go of the negative
spin your head straight again
where's my people when I need em man?
right here always on my left and right here man
they light the lighter man
when I'm hurt they spark the green and put that pain out like some firemen
oops I lost my head again
my girls gone talking smack man gone lost her head again
an i'm acting like she's dead again
yea loves dead again like rock but we rock forever man
little sisters boutta come n break a tricks head open
I won't stop er I just wanna crack this shell open
she has my back n loves me does some crazy shh for the brother man
I reflect and look at all the trouble
Keep a few small circles and the rest I keep them guessing
I see my life and my people like God these are some blessings
All straight through the trouble all the pain even when I felt insane
I stay humble keep my composure I hurt when they say what's up "I'm good man feeling great"
My favorite kinda wrap it's that grape love mary fck the ex uhuh boutta meet a thing called fate
but me and mary huh we kick it what to say
me and myself yea we living life our way
come and and meet me I just might make your day
come and see me yea I'll out a smile on that face