Escape The Maddness

Do not know what I am feeling
Have I lost all feeling?
Why is it hard to breath?
You are not even in the same room as me.
Have not seen you in years.
That does not stop my fears.
I do not even think about it anymore.
But you willl be there forevermore.
Stuck in my brain but not in my thoughts.
Changing my life with no way of getting caught.
The anxiety comes but it never goes.
What do I fear?
I will never know.