Why?

Tell me, what you can do when you've lost the will to live?
Ask me, how long I have felt like this?
Give me, something to live for.

Some people claim to be born to do something, born to act, born to cook, when in reality everybody is born to die. Nothing in this whole world can change that fact, so what is the point of life exactly? How can anyone tell you that you’re living wrong when there are no clear guidelines on it?

Over my short 17 years on this earth I have had those question, I have had abuse thrown at me because of how I live, and slowly I have lost my will to live. My days use to be, panicking because of what people would think, scared to be myself, angry at everyone, hating myself. Now I just glide through my days, each day consistent with the last, I wake, I do nothing, I eat, I sleep, I beg for an ending, repeat.