Suicide

I wonder why
Id choose to die
Id choose to lie
On silver tracks
Tracks left on a troubled path
The path I walked since long ago
Long ago I would say no
To losing faith
Oh the faith I had
Had I walked away
Away and not turned back
Back to the pain
Painful tho it'd be
Because I'd walk away from
The former me
Me a ghost
An apparition
By definition
A wandering soul
Soulless and hopeless
And letting go
Yes I wonder why
I'd choose to die
On silver tracks
Tracks left on a troubled path
The path I walked since long ago
A slow waltz in what
I do not know
A way I knew but soon forgot
The way of breathing
Gasping as around my throat I
Tie the knot
And kick away the wooden chair
I wonder why
You was not there
When I left
A pretty note
And In pretty language
I surely wrote
Begging you to save my life
Before the clock struck my
Suicide