He's letting go!

He say our love is dieing or just maybe i don't care
With a giggle and a few laughs i say to him " that's not fair"
His voice faded into the wind the moment he hung up the phone
Then the old guy had me thinking
was he right? or was he wrong?
He told me to walkaway just leave him there alone
my love.my heart was finally letting go..
I answered yes to in a agreement
but inside it was killing me!
to try my best not to think about it
have me and my world finally parted ways?????
Is his thoughts held responsible for his crashing ways?
he said he'd never leave me
he wanted our love to grow
but his soul was caving in and his heart was letting go
On the inside caged with bars
and feeling so much defeat
it all started as a simple joke then he lashed out on me
it nearly killed to hear those words
maybe more to him than me
All i know is when he said them my heart dropped down too my feet
He said that he love me! but it was only ten seconds left too spare
so i cried and i cried until my soul had nothing to bare
I lived my life for this man!
I had no intentions that he would actually leave
There will be no sleep until he return
and no way i could think about breathing
in time i hope he can understand
that there could be no one else
and our future was my only plan
rip my heart out so i can stop the pain
steal my memories so i can stay sane
i loved too hard an now i see where that takes you
feeling to much i can witness what it do....