Honey, Just Kill Me Now

"Honey, Just Kill Me Now"


I fall asleep to the rain
Pounding against the window
The darkness swallows me whole
Arms flailing for some kind of anchor
My entire world falls back into that black, black sea
Don't know how to feel anymore
Everything is silent
A train rushes by as I come out of the throes of your mind
The train whistles mayday
         Tell myself this time is different
         I'll give you all of my secrets
         Paint the dark canvas of your mind
         Until the hawk swoops down
         And we whisper, "Honey, just kill me now"
Thought you couldn't live without a heart
What if I went to sleep and never woke up?
What if my heart simply stopped beating?
Would you think of me?
Acquired an acquaintance
With the darker side of life
This train ride has come to a full complete stop
I know of mayday
Tell myself this time is different
         I'll give you all of my secrets
         Paint the dark canvas of your mind
         Until the hawk swoops down
         And we whisper, "Honey, just kill me now"
Step off the train into the open sky
The hawk swoops down
There's just a shadow against the pavement now
And an aching deep inside me
Honey, just kill me now
         Tell myself this time is different
         I'll give you all of my secrets
         Paint the dark canvas of your mind
         Until the hawk swoops down
         And we whisper, "Honey, just kill me now"