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Tw: self harm mention, |
Do not check my arms or wrists. And do not even check my hips. Your disloyalty has made you quite disdain And you were the only reason for my stain. Such clear, perfect skin Really should not have ever been Kissed by such violence But at last it did silence The pain my heart endured Until I carved this art, reassured. This I strived to mask But could barely succeed, alas. But you didn't notice.. Or did you? Trying to forget the shame of what you put me though. I had to show you the way. Paint it as if it were child’s play. I remember that time when It got really bad It was the second worse I’ve ever had. I saw then in your eyes You forgot your disguise As you stared at my arm quite fazed And your bewildered eyes were crazed. And yet you continued to lie Even to someone who might pass by. You lived so deep in your lie That you began to cry. We sat there unfazed as you showed us your blades. As clean and untouched as the days and days before. That we just began to ignore The pain that you claimed to endure As if a prisoner of war. I could see through your petty little lies Yet the others still held sympathy to your cries. And now I am a prisoner to my sweet complexion Letting me point you in the right direction. My mind and heart want two separate things And here my heart sadly rings. You are poison to my veins Yet I cannot grab a hold of the reigns. |