Dear God

Dear God,

I am so depressed.
I can't eat, sleep, or have fun.
The worst is still coming,
but heck has just begun.

I can't think straight when I'm at home.
I can't focus when I'm at school.
These feelings that I'm feeling
are causing me to act like a fool.

Being mad at the world.
Being angry at whoever comes my way.
I don't care who you are.
I will not stop and say hey.

Nobody loves me.
Ya'll just rush past me like I'm not even there.
Did I mention that I hate life?
It is so unfair.

I have to graduate next year.
Go to college and get my degree.
I have no idea in what,
but I am going to be who I want to be.

Right now I am not my best.
No matter what, I always fall.
Whether it's in love or to rock bottom,
God please hear my call.

I call to you in a time of need,
hurt, grief, guilt, and pain.
Please help relieve the stress.
I have my future to maintain.

I need your help right now.
Grab my hands and please pull me to my feet.
I do believe I have a place in this world.
Please show me to my seat.