It's a shout out to my mother. She died of a drug overdose Valentines Day 2006. R.I.P. MOM |
Hind Sight I wish I could've been kinder to you. I wish I could've walked a little slower, Maybe I could've caught up with you. I wish I could've shared more, cared more, Not have been so scared more. I wish I could've loved you more when it mattered Helped you more when you were broken down and shattered. I wish I could've seen the way things were, What you needed, helped you through the blur. I wish I wasn't so busy with my life, To walk a little slower, help you through your strife. You're supposed to protect your mom right, Throw down, buck up and put up a fight. I gave up, fell down & walk away, didn't have NO MO time that day. You feel me? Hear what I say? I wish I could hug you again, kiss you again, Go back to being a kid and have you sing to me again. You are my Sunshine she'd used to say, Now I make sure mine hear it every single day. In the closet with peanut butter, crackers, jelly and some jam. Please mom please we won't do it again! I wish...man, I just wish... I wish I could've taken more time to get to know her. I wish I could've grabbed her by the hand and walked a little slower. |