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Instead of wallowing in pain, i can drop all my emotional torture and joy here.Enjoy!! |
LEFT BY THE ROADSIDE On a journey of self You embrace me with want Gifting me with the joy of your smile I laid my guards down... How couldn't i? When in all you seem so sweet Weaving plans of merrymaking and happiness On a roller coaster of unceasing joy I held your hand In your eyes i experienced oneness Kinship,which was all but fake Love which couldn't stand the test of time Would i say me foolish? Too trusting or perhaps unfortunate Or perhaps Too eager to love You couldn't share your troubles with me For better or worse they say But that wasn't our story I wanted your pain As well as your joy Left in the closet,,, I felt bitterly abandoned Wrote letters that ended in the waste bin Got the answering machine,oh damn that dratted machine Like a cattle man on a cold foggy day Like an Eskimo on the way to his igloo, on a cold arctic blast My heart was cold, my body frozen Wanted you so much, i ached But you left me all the same Not a magician neither God But was gonna drop Like a widow's mite, my own effort To ease your pain, though i couldn't wipe it away Trips to the chapel with my battered self i made Hoping against all odds for what could only be called a miracle A way to mend my trashed heart Talks about ideal, thought you were mine Oblivious to the fact that i In my distorted mind was building Beautiful but unreal sandcastles in the air Must i pay for my negligence all my life On that night when i erred Purely cause of circumstance that plague my everyday existence ]this is neither a poem nor a letter But words from my heart, so long frozen Though things may never right itself A plea Has made my heart weary Maybe a flutter of hope or a miracle Could begin to thaw my body and soul erasing the pain of being abandoned by the roadside And make my ever flowing tears seize And my fear a thing of the past } Save me.................................. Left By The Doorstep PuSH, Shove..... It doesnt work You call me love, But you treat me lika stranger, You say i am your light But you dont want me to share.... For better or worse Love is meant to be reciprocrated right? Your pain my misery Your tears my sadness Your happiness my joy Am not just an ornament To be hung high on christmas day But someone who wants to be one with you I felt like heaven by your side, Holding your hand to cross a puddle of water Smiling up at you like a lovesick fool Inhaling that wonderful scent of you Only for you to push me away Far away Tears i Have shed Pain enveloping my heart sleepless night and restless day You still invade my dreams You still own my heart |