fixing my life

Everyday I ask god to fix my life because their is so much going on in my life that I don't know who to turn too. I ask god to give me strength because each day it gets harder everyday. everyday i hate waking up because i don't know what to except next out of my life. things are getting tougher and tougher and i pray for a sign from god that things are going to get better. i'm tired of feeling alone it gets very fraustraing. it seems the only way for me to have peace in my life is to end my life. i'm tired waking up lonely lost and to the same thing everyday.