A poem to celebrate and understand a man of God who struggled with his Call. |
Saul, Israel's King, A Man Under Fire. The nation I belonged to was crying for a king, All I wanted was a place that might link Me to my lost mule who was lost in the crowd. How was I to know I was soon to be called? I was a tall man who stood out from the rest Samuel was a prophet who said I was the best man to choose for a leadership job. You've got to be kidding I'm just a poor slob. What choice did I have but to serve nation and God? With choices like that, I said yes with a nod. Then along comes a small lad David by name, All at once I found myself in a win or lose game. More often than not I would feel crazy inside then along would come David to soothe and to guide. How could God annoint him when I was chosen before? I saw myself and all else as an ugly old boar. It was a matter of time before I tried to feel power. I sacrificed to God and Samuel did glower. From that moment on I felt lost and alone, With David my rival all I did seemed to go wrong. I went to a fortune teller looking for hope, Made a fool of myself she thought me a joke. The rest of my days were nestled in gloom, With my son Jonathan his best friend I knew was doomed. All because I was looking for a donkey one day, I met up with a prophet who had something to say. He told me God chose me; how could I pass? At the end of my life, I felt I was an annointed ass. |