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Rated: 18+ · Novel · Gothic · #1939848
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God of monsters: Super Perfect Psychosis


Written by Jennifer Marie Miller



Chapter 1/5

For thousands or possible millions of years I fought an endless battle within my soul, I struggled to stay sane. But today that all changed when virus once again began to consume my mind and eat away at all my defenses. I remember the day so clearly. I was visiting earth a planet that once was a place to call home , I was to meet up with my old friends and some of my family for a celebration of some sort. My elder brother Alpha he had returned from his journey through the gate of Zarathustra. I remember the smug look on his face as he greeted me with these simple yet flattering words.' Ah so your the last to be born my brother X-I finally we meet you look fairly strong for someone your age.'' Alpha said patting X-I on the back chuckling as he admired and gazed down at his younger brother. ''I have much to tell you all but first I have a gifts!'' He continued and pulled out several crystals that shined extremely bright but not to bright that it would blind you. Everyone stared in awe of the site of these crystals. These crystals where special and can only found in the world beyond the gate of Zarathustra my people call them 'Omega Mytes' , these are very healthy snacks for my kind but also these are mostly used to regenerate energy within our bodies!


This made my family happy they all cheered Alpha on with glee and such joy but I did not. I was clearly struggling to take this event in positively. I now regret even taking that moment for granted but am I truly to blame for this? I personally think that I am, but that is the Omega illness talking. So the day continued on I finally got to be alone with my opposite personality ''Dark Omega'' at times I fined him to be a very odd individual specially when he wants to mate. Dark Omega walks over to me slowly but then I meet him half way he summons his weapon '' Omega Hell King Saber'' and slashes out at me eager to test my power.With not a single word , he watches my movements closely as I watch his but then suddenly I to summon my weapon ' Doom Blade' and strike at my darker half we both take blow after blow evenly matched we both give it are all to try to pen the other down but then I transform into my super god self and force Dark Omega down. He glares up at me and finally speaks'Very good X-I now to claim your prize.' He said licking his chops sinking his claws deep into my thick hide. But I did not feel the same my struggle within was deepening I could not focus and released Dark Omega and walked away and replied.'' Maybe...next time.'' Dark Omega watched me leave shaking his head and thought to himself.'' It is happening again isn't why do you hide it from me? Why do you hide it from us? You hurt so much you are fighting a losing battle it is illogical to continue with out assist. Why..won't you let me help you X-I?''




I heard his thoughts but I did not answer, I wondered off from my family and friends away from the cities away from everything I flew up higher then any plane could go and rested my form against a near by planet I gazed up at the flickering stars and admired how free they were how I wish I too could shine like them maybe perhaps one day I will? I was foolish to think such thoughts how could I a beast of chaos even dream of flickering like the light? Utter foolishness indeed I turned my gaze down at the world below and a deep hunger in me grew.. a hunger for destruction my thoughts I can feel them becoming more unstable ..but why? What is this feeling this unfathomable confusion inside , this urge to destroy everything insight! I must not let these thoughts overcome my form, I must be strong what would they think of me if I were to sub come to such thoughts?! I said with a scoff I am better then this!


But if what I say is true why can't I shake this feeling..slowly but surely my mind begins to fade away, allowing something to sneak its way into my very subconscious this was the beginning of my end, and yes even the world around me too will end. How could I prevent this catastrophic event from happening? I..I have no idea but my greatest fear is coming true I too will be nothing more then a monster like him. My grandfather. TX-XIII.


I return back to earth to rest my mind but as I started to do so I was greeted by Dark Omega he pushed me down and roared at me angrily and leaned in and kissed me softly and passionately. Hugging me and letting out a deep purr that rumbled through my mouth as his tongue rubbed up against mines. Then he broke our kiss and spoke.' Why do you continue to do this X-I? Why don't you let me help you?' He asked as he stared deep into my eyes, I push him off me and turn away from him and reply. ' Dark Omega what I am going through is not up for discussion do you hear me so enough.' I said stomping away from Dark Omega , creating some cracks in the ground as I did so. But , Dark Omega wasn't going to let me go with out a fight! He summoned his blade and roared and slashed out at me and shouted' X-I let me help you if anyone in this world who understands you its me we are enemies born to fight endlessly I am your opposite and you are mines we are drawn to one another! Do not let this overwhelm you please..' He pleaded but I shook my head and continue to walk away.


'X-I your actions are not tolerated prepare yourself for battle if you continue to proceed with these actions!' Dark Omega said with a mighty roar transforming into his true form. I turned to him and roared back and replied.' I told you Dark Omega enough you have nothing to fear I am standing right here am I not, do not worrying your systems to the core over such foolishness I am just having an off day.' I said, but Dark Omega was not gonna take no for an answer he was determined to help me. But I did not want his help for I do not need anyone ...
I am the god of all the monsters and I shall be left alone no matter who opposes me they shall fall and Dark Omega knows full well that I mean't every word of what I said. But,as strong as I am, I must not over look my opposite's power his power rivals my own.So what am I to do to get him off my back?

'' Dark Omega , I know you are worried about me but please don't be , I just need some rest and I will be fine I promise.'' I said in a polite tone , Dark Omega reverted back to his normal form and replied.' Very well X-I I shall hold you to that.'' He said with a evil smile.


That day I should have listened Dark Omega.. he had the right to be worried of me everyone did. But I distances myself from them and threw away they words like they were nothing and just kept on sinking deeper and deeper into this ...psychotic break..


...what is to become of me..if this continues...?
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