A poem about my twisted relationship with God and how I know that some day I must face him |
-Between Him And I- by Keaton Foster I see I feel I believe Nothing true I refuse I stand Despite the risk Devoid of cause Unafraid of affect I know More than most Deep in my bones I’m gonna pay Bloody hell God won’t forgive Nor should he I am doomed I’ve done it all Confession No redemption No adaptation Truly exposed Inward out it flows In these bloody hands A heart does beat A continuation breathes Nothing is left to chance I know every risk To me, they All of them Are just as plain as day Right as rain Falling down All around Like a tear Both his and mine He gave me life I took it away It now belongs to me A sustainable right A precious plight Given in jest Or so I lament I will do what I wish No regrets And if I do They are secrets To be closely kept Between him and I God understands me And if he does not Such understanding Matters completely none When I die I will go to his Heaven And I will face my judgment What will be said Will forever be Just as it was in life Between him and I I am unafraid Unconcerned I am living as I wish There will be a price There always is I know that And so does god… Between Him And I Written by Keaton Foster Copyright © 2013 |