Poem:A dilemma

A DILEMMA
Since the time i was a child,
my desire to be a badminton player was wild.
I played at school,at streets and at home,
but still my dream was never known.

I was a bit timid,quiet and shy;
aspired to be professionally trained,
but could never gather the the courage
"don't know why".

My parents wanted to see me as a successful engineer,
but in my heart i knew,this path can never bring success near.
Was in dilemma whether to follow my or my parent's dream
wanted to get rid of the perplexity in just a scream.

Stepping on a path was not a child's play,
as an erroneous decision might make my future lay.
To prevent my future from bursting like a bubble,
i chose my parent's dream although i still mumble.

In this flux of engineers'
will i ever be able to enlighten my name??
let's see my life plays with me some game
or will shower upon me success and fame.