Bitter.

My mouth used to say,"im the one you can run to"
now that mouth will be what i put my gun to.

Pull the trigger let it go,
release the sadness I never show.

Lost in a world of lies,
secrets, sadness and despise.

Loose everything I ever had,
loose parents who were always mad.

Bite the tears away they say,
I ended my life in early may.