Downhill ride

Its gonna be a long long time,
until I'm off this downhill ride.
Depression, anger, and misery.
Always makes me wish I wasn't me.

Loneliness with my shadow its my only friend,
sometimes I wonder if this is how it all ends.

I know I’m always crying,
crying that I'm always dying.
But does anyone take the time,
to see if maybe I'm alright.

My mind is never clear, I'll always be insane.
always wishing I was something I can never be.

Sadness, its gonna be here for awhile.
I don't even remember the last time that I smiled.
Happiness and smiling seems so fake.
An unside down frown is all it makes.

Everywhere I go, I always feel the same.
I hear the grim reaper he is calling my name!