me...

I write these words for me today
I need not know for the time of they
Movies in my mind cant find time
To say all the things on my mind
My sign the way it needs to be
If I ever stop my life will end
The loss of me my only friend
The words for new I always see
In my mind they'll always be
Same old story that is just the way of me
I need to stop I know I do
But it's so hard for me to do
My head feels numb its the only way
To see the life I need to make me stay
In this place I live today