New Love

Looking into those green eyes, never had I thought it would happen.
    That darkened ring, those pretty lips, how could she leave?
        Her past, she had done wrong, yet she became anew.
Looking into those eyes, looking into those pretty green eyes I see;
    I see the girl that made me who I am today, who I am today.
      I live in an entirely new world now, a whole new world.

How can you be alone even being loved by many? How can I be alone?
    Can one understand the concept of lost love? Can they really?
                One thing I know, I am still loved by her.
I looked in those eyes and went to hold her, but hugged only the dark.
      Circled by the crows, I thought to give up, yet I did not.
                        I knew only wait and wait I did.

I went to help another; another took my heart, yet only a piece. A piece.
            I am afraid to admit, loneliness I cannot stand, my love.
              Give me what I need, but what I need I cannot accept.
I found another, another to love me truly. But how can I not be happy?
        I am the insane one, am I not? Must I be insane to be sad?
            Can a God of all things see me as insane for feelings?

In the castle in the clouds I put my thoughts. Earth is pain, am I wrong?
      I see that I am alone; I am alone for I cannot love but the past.
              I am sad, but I am not alone. I know this in my mind.
                It is my heart, my hurting heart that deceives me.
I will take the long arm of knowledge into my lonely life. My life alone.
            I will accept the love I am given, forget the past of lies.
              She dreams of me, she thinks of me. I know this.
                I kiss her while she dreams at night and day.
                      Yet I love another now, my love.
                                Life goes on, it flows.
                                        My tears flow.
                                          I’m loved.
                                              I love.