try'n 2 find a hapi med not hav'n a mum tht <3 me but hav'na friend who help'd me find God |
Throw me down if you want to He’ll pick me back up Ignore me if you want to He’s got my back Hate me, I’ve stopped caring His love for me shadows your hate Break me when you want to His strength is unyielding He wants me to forgive you For all the lies and promises you broke For all the times i was threatened and left alone For abandoning me and expecting me to let my walls down so you can come in and change my normal instead of being there in the first place I feel hurt Not sure I can let you in Not now. I raised myself and now you want in I’m too stubborn to let it happen Sometimes the pain was to much and i took it out on myself what was so wrong with me that you couldn’t love me the way you love them Ending it all came into my head But i pushed it away Someone changed that And I owe her, being here means a lot But only if someone cares enough to change my mind I was hesitate let her in But i let my walls down And I’ve never regretted it, never will He told her to come to me I’m glad she did. I would not be here today if it weren’t for her I wanted her to know that |