Trying to understand

Well...who knew that it would feel like this? After watching the hours turn into days and days into weeks, weeks into months and finally months into years...here we are. And where is here exactly? Here is a place that I've dreamed about, prayed about and didn't quite think it would ever happen. But now it has...so now what? You have it and you're not quite sure what to do with it? It feels fragile yet strong. You don't know whether to hold it tight or give it room to flow. You're afraid that you will make the wrong move, the wrong choice and it will shatter all over again and you will be left picking up each jagged piece. Not knowing how to put it back together without causing more pain.

What do you do?

Take a deep breath and...