Trapted i lay

No matter were i go
no matter who i see
no matter what i do
you'll always be apart of me
the part i wish i never had
the part that always makes me sad
the part that kills me everyday
the part that heals me in every way
i don't need your consent anymore
im happy on my own your just a whore
i couldn't see cause you had me blind but after what you did i wont be so kind
i was there and gave you my all and to show for it i simply fall
alone to myself
no more love to my name
no more fun for your game
i cannot hide this pain i feel inside
it continuously grows sadly
i know itll never stop
till i am on top
till i control this feeling this pain i am concealing
it burns and churns
its acid in my heart i need a new start
i cant stop spiraling down this hill
i just wish it would cease and leave me in peace
as i rest for eternity happy in the cementary
i lay alone in my grave
i slowly watch it cave in and suffocate me
i watch night turn to day and my spirit it just lay alone by itself with no one with no help