How To Be

As I sit and ponder the elegance that is, how to be
I so quickly forget the existence that is me
When I awake from a dream of euphoric delusions
The day then leads to a wave of dissatisfying conclusions
In mid meditation of a life that is me
I still ask my self, how to be

As I walk into the morning sun that is so bright
My disposition then hastens to its utmost height
Though this time of cheer, will later be set clear
I shall hold this time dear, for later there is fear
Reflection on what it is I truly see
Leads me to the question still, how to be

Considering all I have to give
What life is there to live
When questions of reality persist
One must ask what does my mind truly consist
The idea that existence should be used happily
Revives the matter at hand, how to be