My First Poem

Love is magical
but ,I shall not let it sink in ,
for I am strong, independent women
but what i feel is as positive as the sun rising tomorrow,
as positive as the death that lies before us all .
Not to mention who I love was not planned
it is as impossible to be together as Romeo and Juliet ,
the montages and the Capulets.
but when I see my sun,
the one who gives me light,
I do nothing but stare even though sooner or later I will blind myself,
but as the sun rises and leaves,
he will always rise and also leave but one thing I shall not fear ,
for he will always reappear just like the golden sun,
but this time I fear that he will appear,
I will deny my love for my sun,
For his love is like a murder it stabs me whenever i think of him,
thus I shall be the one who disappears but never appear.