My love My life My fantasy

Fantasy has always been part of every single individuals- The imaginary world which soothes oneself to live in the practical real world. This so called fantasy world has been there ever in my life. Through all the sleepless nights night i had with agony of reality, the imaginary world of being always with the girl whom i love the most, sharing every moment with her, hold her hands and walk through the road which never ends, to sit in a sea shore with no one in our vicinity, to cuddle her up in my arms, to wipe out her tears and plant a kiss on her forehead, make a coffee in a early rainy morning and make her sleep etc. has always been my fantasy.

Though how emotionally sweet it is, when on reality, we two are the very contrasting characters but with an ocean of understanding. A single drop of tear from one's eye ends all anger and fights, Still she's a pretty woman who ain't love a man ever!

Not willing to go by reality, not willing to stop loving her with whom i would like to get married & spend major part of my life, cherish every moment, make her feel the best with what all i can, but all SUCKS with factors which make her move away from me. I have always been the worst character, she has always been the best, but still i love her,
I'm not the perfect guy from her point of how a guy should be but still i love her the most,she's more matured than me, elderly than me still love you the most, love to love you the more with what i'm.

A girl who loves fun is whom i love, crazy about driving geared bikes and cars, loving adventerous trips, loving to live life by her own way is what she is but, still a girl bound by moral values. That makes me love her even more and go crazy for her. In my beautiful days with her she even asked me to teach her to drive geared bikes, Wah, very much awaited that day but again reality sucks big time! I wasn't lucky enough for that but still happy that she enjoyed driving bike-maybe i could teach her to drive car atleast for that i wish no other guy in the world knows driving. Speakin so much about her i would like to convey a few things regarding i. I ain't a perfect guy, i never had any moral values for myself, had a relationship twice, have done everything other than going on a sexual ride with a girl. Happy that i never did that inspite of having the opportunity to do that twice. To love such a sweet woman and have her as my life partner and go on with her i SHOULD have been perfect but 'm not. Regret for it forever and not willing to loose her for the same. I would like to convey her that i would change myself to the way she expects and my love i wouldn't show this to you, but still i would make the changes as i have made so far in me with

Life would be sweet for us by being together, not just us even our names mate the best apart from the name i coined you. Priya! started loving this more these days. priya, sounds sweet. Di(dudette in an regional language) though you are elder than me and we still have a lot more complications still i love you the most. If life is on our hands to decide you would be here by now embraced in me, in my arms. Wish we be together always forever and ever di.My fantasy world is lovely with you wishing the same world in reality with tears. Wishing to come out of my black shaded past and be the perfect man who you expect to be and i'll be so forever di. When the world believes on miraculous things why can't a miracle happen that you eventually cross by this blog and decipher this di is you! Never tired of sayin this still, want to be with you always.

With lots of love and hugs.
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