Physically Alone yet Spiritually Not?

This day today, i sit and wonder.
Will I not have that significant other?
Don't get me wrong, i love, love my daughter,
She sustains my life and keeps insanity under.

I just sometimes think back to all the types of LOVES.
The ones i loved insanely and the others i couldn't explain.
And for all those types of LOVES i loved,
Not ONE truly loved insanely to stay!

So then i think...think...think...
Maybe my daughter is the ONLY TRUE love physically on this earth?
Maybe GOD is the ONLY TRUE love spiritually beyond?
Maybe there is no being or other that is capable to TRUE LOVE like me?
And then i think...think...think...

Should i be saddened or truly overjoyed
I have found TRUE LOVE just not how i want it to be
Maybe I should focus on the TRUE LOVES now
And just MAYBE the one i want may come to be

With All said and done
I am very much content!
With my daughter and GOD i guess!
It could have been worse
But my guardian angel is over me
So for now I think, almost hitting thirty
SO my mind is on overload
So i just think...