"loving and losing" over "never loving at all"- free form reflection from a first timer |
Built for destruction At first, we were in agreement that is what it would be That’s what it had to be Whatever it was that we made together- would eventually be destroyed It wouldn’t be made to last and we shouldn’t get too attached. We began with our materials and tools: Bricks made of time together and mortar made of memories Memories of sharing your street and my street Your friends and my friends Your home and mine Our tools were our bodies- Our hands, enlanced My hands, around your waist Your arms, on my shoulder Our lips, embraced. As we started to build- we saw the raw beauty of our creation Something we had with no one Set apart among scattered half-built facades with no depth- ours was different Time was running out- our looming creation reminded us of the decision we made To make life in order to destroy it. But could we do it? Who would take the first swing? To all the memories, the shared touches, the laughter, the light? Who would deny the beauty of what we created? Who would be so cruel? One day, believing it could stand forever- The next, with whispered words- I did it. With one conversation I toppled it. Now we stand in ruins. Backs turned. Rubble around us. Silence. One day May beauty rise again Beauty built with solid foundations Materials that will last Memories we don’t have to destroy and Tools meant for the job. This time, not built for destruction. |