It hurts

When the one you want does'nt feel the same
Just hold your head up high and move on
This is what the world tells me to do
Yet my heart feels like the opposite of strong

Sometimes its seems like life's unfair
What does she have that I dont posses
I am done with trying to make you look this way
Or dressing up simply to impress

I use to think about you day and night
And imagine us together eternally
And every smile, touch, nod or hello
From you meant the world to me

You can't force love, this fact I know
For others I too may deny
But I've never felt this way before
Its going to hurt, but I have to try

As long as your happy I might be too
Even though this life we wont share
You will always be my number one
Close to my heart I'll hold you dear





(They say its better to try and fail than fail to try. You wont know how hard that is until you've tried and failed!)