secret desires

she knew she shouldn't be here. she shouldn't feel this way. afterall, she just met him.
why then was it so hard to stop thinking about him ? was it because he touched her
in a way she had never been touched before ? was it because when he touched her , her skin felt on fire ? the soft kisses from his lips sent shudders through her like a massive tidal wave. every fiber of her being wanted him like she had never wanted anything before.
overcome by a sudden feeling of ravenous desperation , she was utterly powerless to its grip. searching for some sort of serenity to be level and balanced was not in sight. so , she slipped under the thunderous beating of her heart. collapsing with every whisper , every touch and every moment she had with him. though she knew their time together would be fleeting , she gave him every second of that time.
something in the way their eyes locked. what was that burning sensation ? magnetic pull not allowing even a blink. she was sure this meant something. it had to mean something , but what ? even the slightest touch of his hand against her cheek was like a blazing fire. melting her voice to only a soft moan.
how is it that someone she's only just become acquainted with set her soul alight ? perhaps it was because her own light had dimmed and he rekindled that spark.relighting the flame within her. she would never be able to close her eyes wihout seeing him , his face , his eyes , his smell.
those eyes that awoke her from sleep . from a dream where all she saw was those eyes. even within the dream they burned. black and white but red as fire.
all she wanted was for this desire for him to run , run away. the sex between them was running through her like a blade. his warmth against her skin as he entered her sent her spinning. no control over her thoughts as their bodies moved rhythmically as one. rising and falling in unison. the sight of him lying in the bed with her was a revelaton. the sound she had become to know so well was a sweet surrender. she underestimated the power of his touch , his smile , his whispering in her ear and his loving compliments. she was aware that her hungering for him would only be temporarily pacified. there would still be a hollow within her.
as it was , he made her feel special. her memory of him will forever glow. when she looks back it will be with a smile , warmth in her heart , between her legs and with love.