RAPE VICTIM

I’m completely afraid I feel so violated on so many different levels. They followed me for six blocks, taunting me with comments like “sweet thing come here bet you taste like candy” and “how much for one night”. They made me feel so cheap and they had yet to touch me. After every comment they made was this little evil laugh that sent chills down my spine. It put goose bumps on my arms and sent all my hair on end. Every word or breath they took was like a whip across my back. It reminded me that I was not alone and that they were closing in.

In my head all I kept thinking was “why me god why me??” “What did I do god to deserve this” it was a moment where I one of the most unbelieving souls wanted to get down on my knees and repent all my sins and hope that I would stand up and my situation would be solved. I just didn’t have the luxury of that option any slowing down in movement would make my fate guaranteed and not just a distant possibility. So I just tried in vain to keep the tears at and my screams silent. I had got this idea in my head that if I was quiet enough they would just forget their plans for me and finds someone else to torture.
All my ideations were just that, ideas. I believe that all may silence did was make them want me more if that’s possible. I guess they figured I was a victim ripe for the picking. The less I said the more taunts I would have to endure. It was to the point where all I wanted to do was scream at the top of my lungs LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!! I just was too afraid of what that may have provoked. I was damned either way I was their next victim and there was not a single thing that I can do about it. That’s one of the worst feelings to have in the world. There wasn’t a single thing that I could do to stop