Long Ago Fellow

You were but a Princess only to me. Worried and spoiled. Everyone else hated you. Everyone else hated you.
You put a roof over my head, you put food in my belly when I was hungry,
You were my mother.
I stroked your hair, helped shave your legs, and took you through body health.
I stared fondly at you as you slept.
Remember the days we lived together?
Drove each other nuts!
I loved you dear fellow, you meant a lot.

And maybe in coming years you will seek me out,
But maybe you won't.
The outcome you will meet with, is daunting.
I will not accept you back in my life.
I will not allow you passage.
You would dare show me such love and take it away?

I bear your mourn forever, as if you've died.
I carry this burden alone.
For you will reach out to touch me out of boredom in your life.
I say to you to that, keep it.
I settle for nothing but the adoring love I shower you with.
I write an eternity of words to keep you.

I cannot live without you, but I will preserve.
I painted your names in the walls of my heart,
I carried your lonely.
You guided me through a world I was of no recognizance.
I ensconced your heart.
I will miss you my pal.
Now I bid thee, goodnight.