A Writer's Soul

Lost and confused
Emotionally drained and abused
Searching for answers in a sea
with no end
Everyone pulling and tugging
trying to make me bend
Never looking to the sky
Always afraid to say why
No one knows the true me
They might not like what they see
Showing the same fake smile
Not having cried in a while
Thoughts and feeling churning deep
Begging the world to let me weep
Wishing for just one person to care
And then in a flash, everything is gone
into thin air......