it just not fair

I'm in love with this girl and my heart just won't leave when I see her pass by man I can't even breathe the thought of her with someone else is just not meant to be but then again it's the same thing if she were with me she cares about but she just don't feel the same and with that in my mind I'm just filled with pain I already let her know and now I need to let go all these outcomes of what could happen is something I can't control i love her so much I cant even stand it
Spending time with I would never take for granted it's like a seed in my heart was just right there safely planted There is a future for us that weve been planning but time seems hurt me over and over I need to stop thinking and just be sober how I all I see and breathe is the love for her and that's how I prevent all from being a big blur i need to learn and study this process of being in love with someone who's being is flawless I need to drop this and u need to stop shit from going all wrong time without her seems to go by so long I would give anything just to be with her