It started out as me and you Then i was in form two As i stood by the stairs and watched you downstairs I gave my heart to you You looked up at me and as our eyes met Butterflies fluttered in my belly And i held my breathe as the world paused Before me and i could only see you Then you smiled and waved,i was about to Wave back when i saw her call your name from behind and ran down to meet you I was only nine but i could feel a pang of jealousy rising within me But done was done You were everything to me Although i never existed to you Every time i saw you,the world ceased to exist My troubles disappeared before my eyes My brain turned to mush And my feet to jelly For a second i would think it is just us And then i would see her pop her head as if coming into my vision And i would get so jealous and walk away Days turned to weeks,weeks to months and months to years We finally graduated,i at thirteen and you at seventeen For the years at high school,we never spoke not once I believed you were just a fantasy,a little girl's dream How wrong i was You popped into my life Relationships and turned them scandalous You betrayed my trust by being an hindrance I loved you in my subconscious but i refused to believe it I had trials But they failed,three times,yet they failed they were not you, No one is you I searched for you but i could not find you You were lost forever so i chosed to let go Now i am sixteen Searching for love I seek and yearn for one,but when i find i turn away scared of a heartbreak You broke my heart and now i am too scared to give out my heart It lies with you,in your hands Please give it back I finally found you On facebook After years of furious searching I got your number now But i am too scared too call, I fear you will hang up on me. After eight years of unreplenished love I do not seem to get my love life straight Am i still living a child hood fantasy or am i SIMPLY LOVE SICK |