Where do i go?

My friends all joke around,
About how much i like you,
They say I’m a stalker but it ain’t true,
Our joking’s all fun and games.
At least it was till now,
Now those things are changing,
You might feel the same way i feel about you,
But those feelings might be for another girl.
People say we'd make a good couple,
When they say those things they don’t know,
They don’t know how much I’m hurting inside,
Cause maybe you like someone else.
My feeling are jumbled,
I told myself i wouldn’t fall this deep,
Looks like i lied to myself once again,
But this times the pains deeper.
My friends joke around bout me liking him,
They think nothing of it,
But what about now,
Now that reality is setting in.
We find out more and more each day,
Some things are good,
But from the looks of it,
Now the bad is coming out.
Where do i go from here?
Do i pick up my heart and move on,
Or wait to find out what’s for real.
No matter what i do though,
In the end ill still get hurt,
They say i wear my heart on my sleeve,
Maybe just maybe that’s the honest truth.