Vampires soliloquy

A century passes, slowly it reaches up to me, this torment I have kept hidden for years, this hungering beast, slowly it changes me, it corrupts me, it takes hold over me. My sense of logic, lost, casted aside, and beaten by this disease. How I long for it ot be purged from my system, How I yearn for this miasma to be deleted, to be erased, to be forgotten. I seek the cure, the elixir of life, to satisfy the hunger, the ruby red flowing from my lips, slowly satisfying this eternal quench. Regretting the choices I have made, I sit here, finally satisfied with the hunger, the humanity slowly comes back to me, the eyes recede back into their orbital sockets. A creature now driven by regret and not bloodlust. A creature who wants to end this eternal life of his, a creature who weeps himself into the darkness.