To Forgive

How does one begin to forgive
when I think of the things you did

I tell myself everyday
thats it's wrong to feel this way

I look above to the sky
all I can ask is...why?

I look at others and see what I don't have
I see their happiness and I am sad

I can't help but feel this way
It's takes everything I have to get through everyday

After thinking and much thought about forgiveness
Today isn't your day to get this.