Torn in Two

im confined here,
i try to escape,
but then it gets worse.
im stuck her for life,
im gonna scream,
i think ive been given a curse.

i keep hidden inside myself,
confined to the thoughts in my head,
wanting to be set free.
i silently scream,
inside im dying,
can anyone even see?!

ive been driven to the point,
that i just want to be left alone,
i cant take the pain!
i just want it all to be over,
for my life to end,
and for me to be happy once again.

i crawl deep inside myself,
to hide from all the yelling.
and all the bleeding on my arms and legs.
"please leave me alone,
i want to be normal!"
i beg.

my soul cries out,
i just want the pain to stop,
i want it to be over.
i have bled over this,
and this time i cant stop.
my wrist is completely blood covered.

so you think you are special?
so you think its just an act?
so you think im playing a game?
as my eyes begin to get heavy from loss of blood,
i think that im not going to miss you when im gone,
because you will be the same.

i am dead now,
the pain is gone,
i have been set free.
like i predicted,
you never changed,
as far as i can see.