How could you part 1

How could you do this to me? You said you would always be there!
But when I needed you the most, you vanished like a ghost... and now
I'm all alone, because you left me here. I put all my trust in you, and I
gave you my word... I was there when you were getting a divorce! But
when I needed you right now, all I could do was fall to the ground.... and
cry! Why? Why did you have to die? That won't solve anything, believe me
but you went and did it anyways! I still feel you here though....lingering over
me like a host! Still I want you here with me by my side...... HOW COULD YOU
DO THIS TO ME? HOW COULD YOU COMMIT SUICIDE? Might as well end my life!

Written by- Sybrina Augustine
Dedicated to Scott..... Why did you have to leave me huh, I needed you also