You and I

You say you care
but do you really
You say you won't leave
but your not here

I stand on the sidelines
waiting for a touch
a taste
a sound
a single breath
just to know you want me

Your touch is so light
almost cautious
to light to even know your really there
Your words are little whispers

so quiet even you can barely hear
to quiet to even know your speaking
speaking of words to just talk
to vent
to love
to feel

I feel one sided
withe everything
one sided
like you aren't even there
like you never existed

I smile and nod
so you think I'm okay
that I'm golden
but I'm crome,
covered with a copper coating
I'm not okay anymore

Not now
Not ever
Nevermore will I be okay

Your gone
dead
out of this world
out of my life
I hate it but it's true

You are...
We are...
Were dead...

You and I