Wanting the pain to be gone trying to find away to relieve what's inside. |
Why do I hurt so much I'm tired of feeling this pain. What can I do to release you your causing so much rage. I'm angry I'm angry so much frustration. Sometimes I wish life with me was just a dream. Where I could be erased from those memories. Better yet put me in a dream of fairy tales where I am happy. Because right now I just want to be barried. I'm hurting I'm showing my pain with my actions. Someone please help me I know you hear me. I scream I yell! but there is no one listing. I see heads turning from me like their visualizing me gone. No one helps no one helps just leave me hear I cry. Don't need anyone just let me stay here and die. maybe I'll do something crazy and finally you hear me. Wait! I can't I can't I can't I cry out loud. Their are people here counting on me the most. My kids their so innocent and so adorable. I can't leave them here not without me. They want me to see them grow. They are depending on me to help them grow. They are depending on my affection my love. I got to change I need to find away. I'm down on my knees asking God please. Take this pain please make it go away. I want to be happy I want to enjoy life. And better yet show the ones who loves me I can be happy. Please please please someone help me. |