I lost my angel......

I'm alone in a room and there is only 4 walls that i can claim reminded of her presence makes it hard for things to change I have no windows .so there is no light, i have no courage, so this pain i cant fight . my soul just can't bare it... i have nothing left to spare. my angel passed before my eyes so foolish to her illness I took my time to say good-bye...... I'm left clueless to this world and its all because of me Blind eyes could never guess what the open eyes could see! Simple orders,simple things,turned into pain attached to strings I waited to late to express how i feel the fact that she's gone is prov-en to be real!!!! Dedicated choices,hard decision's this is all the difference in depending and living. I hate to cry on her leaving me THOSE WORDS ashes to ashes dust to dust had left my heart deadly with no pulse Its just so hard for me to cope my heart just wont let me believe it even though i no she wouldn't like it my faith feels like its leaving SAYING GOOD BYE to a mother has never been easy but even though i cant see her i no that she's still with me