JUST MAYBE...

Just maybe if i stop speaking some one out there will finally listen.                  And all will come together and support me on my decsions.                          Maybe if I shield to protect myself my heart could have a chance to expand. With out having to look foward to broken promises, and invisible plans.            JUST MAYBE.....                                                                                  Maybe if I didn't have a soul they words wouldn't hit me so deep                      Maybe then I could overcome thier weakness they tend to put off on me.          Maybe if i slept I could wake up too better days                                            but it's so hard to get sleep when your up in a gaze                                        Maybe if i pull my heart off my sleeve i wouldnt be so easy to read.                my protest of my pride has reapeatedly been denied                                    I've begged for understanding i've tried my best not too cry.                            But it gets too me when people speak out of they turn                                  then too speak badly of someone then say it's because thier concern              I TRY and TRY but in return what do i get?