Questions

Numb

What is numbness exactly is it a feeling or emotion or is it something totally opposite of it? Can a human being be physically fit and mentally numbed? Is it a form of a depression? All these questions and more arise in our minds when we try to comprehend this word numb.

I think it is the total shutdown of feelings, when you don’t feel hatred towards people who hurt who ,when you don’t feel sad over anything, when you aren’t angry at the world anymore, when you don’t feel lost over where you stand in your life, when you cant feel happiness , its that precise moment in your life when you stop and you realize nothing is bothering you anymore and you start asking yourself is this normal ,can being numb in other words mean you are contend with you life but if you are contend with you life then it means you don’t want anything else from life meaning you down have the thirst to live anymore, how many of you out there actually have being in this state? Can anybody else understand what I am writing about, how many of you out there stare at the ceiling or the floor for no apparent reason at all? Can it lead to insanity? What is this? Why are you feeling so calm all of the sudden? What has led to this? Any one? Can any one out there relate to this?

I need to know because that is the state I am in